10 years, and the sight of the fireball from the second plane hitting that tower is still burned into my brain like it was yesterday. I had just come up out of the subway, and was walking towards the Court of Claims (then at 5 World Trade Center) on the phone with my secretary, Kim, asking her why one of the trade center towers was smoking, and she had just told me that some commuter plane had crashed into it (that was the original belief, that it was an accident), when I saw the fireball from the second tower (I never saw the plane, it was coming from the opposite direction) about 5 blocks away. Kim screamed because she heard the explosion through my cell phone. As I stood there, dumfounded, some idiot asked me to take a picture of her with the disaster in the background. That's when it registered - this was an attack. I actually told my secretary to call the Court of Claims and tell them I wasn't going to be able to make it to the deposition - that's how in shock I was, it didn't even dawn on me that if both Twin Towers had been hit by terrorists, the adjacent Court of Claims would be closing and cancelling all appearances. I was too stunned to be scared. I just got walled back down into the Fulton Street Subway and caught what was probably one of the last trains out of Manhattan back to my office in Brooklyn. From the 26th Floor of 26 Court Street in downtown Brooklyn, directly across the East River, I watched the two towers fall. The cloud of debris from the rubble literally blocked out our otherwise unobstructed view of Manhattan and even the bridges and river.
I think the scariest hour of my life was the time it took me to get in touch with my wife (who works in the neighborhood) and my best friend Billy's wife Nancy (who worked across the West Side Highway from ground zero, and walked through the plaza every morning right about the time the first plane hit) and make sure they were okay. Billy got through to me first, telling me Nancy was safe, although she had nearly been hit by falling debris in the plaza (she never talked about it with me, and she had to see a psychiatrist for a long time, but Billy told me the falling things that just missed her were human bodies), and was walking across the Brooklyn Bridge to safety. The one good thing that came as a result of this, as far as I'm concerned, is my second Godson, Billy and Nancy's son Liam, was born exactly 9 months after 9-11.
When I finally was sure Meredith was okay, I called her Mom, because she was having trouble getting through to anyone on her cell phone (cell service was all screwed up that day), and told her she was allright. It wasn't until the following day that we found out that our dear friend, George, could not get in touch with his younger brother, Andrew, who worked in the building. For days George, his family, and Andrew's fiance checked every hospital, and eventually, all the morgues, but they never found him. They buried a photograph a month or so later, when all hope was gone. I've been to my share of funerals, but Andrew's was far and away the worst. He was only 24 years old.
Meredith and I lived in lower Manhattan at the time, below the cut off beneath which all the streets were closed off. I had to sneak in to get her little Pomeranian out, then pick her up where she had ended up in Queens, and drive out to her mother's home on Long Island, where we spent the next few days. What I remember most after slipping past the roadblocks (using my dad's and Uncle Tony's retired badges to get through), was the unbelievable stench of burned things (jet fuel, among other things I prefer not mention).