ROAN
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So sad she had to take her own life to avoid the horrors of cancer,she really should be more widely celebrated.
Rob
The impression I got, at least from the book I read(Desert Queen)was is that she was horribly depressed which led her to commit suicide. Perhaps it was the cancer that was behind her depression but am sure much of it was also due to the kind of life she knew she had to face on her return to Old Blighty: a spinster, unlucky in love, dwindling finances, with a life behind her that would make her existence in England seem so hum-drum, prosaic.
So she might have taken her life rather than reconcile to a horrible boredom. That’s what those who’ve had adventurous, exciting lives often have to grapple with. As I mentioned in a post on this forum back in April(when I placed a link to a web site dedicated to Bell)her ex-friend, St. John Philby, who led an equally adventurous life, last words were: “God I’m bored”. But thankfully, most find ways to cope-sometimes by getting into weird things like collecting toy soldiers.