“The Morning of Tet,” by George Peter Angus, who served in the Marines in Vietnam, is a government employee and part-time college professor.
The moment every combat soldier prepares for has just arrived for me. Four unsuspecting enemy soldiers have just entered the killing zone of our ambush. They are now about 40 feet to my right front, almost within hand-grenade range. I can get a grenade off and then deliver an 18-round, fully automatic burst from my M-16, probably more than enough to cut them all down before they can respond, especially since they are at this moment wading knee-deep across a submerged sand spit in the South China Sea.
Reaching into the right kangaroo pocket of my jungle pants I find an “egg,” bring it up silently alongside my body to my chest, roll the spoon into the web of my right hand and, grasping the ring of the pin with the middle finger of my left hand, extract the pin. I know that I have to make the most of the element of surprise and allow them to get closer to ensure that the grenade has its maximum effect. It is 2 a.m., Jan. 30, 1968, the beginning of the Vietnamese New Year, known as Tet.
Celebrated with reunions, feasting and firecrackers, Tet begins with the new moon in January. In most locales the moonless night would make the four approaching figures nearly invisible, but here the low, rainless clouds reflect lights from the Chu Lai airstrip, some six miles to the south, onto the calm sea and the cream-colored sand.
I am in a tennis-court-sized grove of scrub brush and pine trees with two South Vietnamese Popular Force militiamen and another Marine. We set up here on the beach just after dark as a tripwire outpost, about one mile north of our small Combined Action Platoon compound situated in An Wa, a fishing village of some 500 people. Since anyone entering the area around our village from the north must come through this isthmus, we patrol it frequently. Tides here run from three to five feet, and the estuaries extend for miles, so we often go out on a patrol dry-footed and return hours later waist-deep in brine.
On our outpost tonight we are standing 50 percent watches, with one militiaman and one of us Marines taking turns staying awake together. We are spread about 15 feet apart in the brush. Since on patrol we both sleep and watch in the prone position cradling our rifle, I cannot tell if my P.F. militia counterpart, Vann, has dozed off or is intently observing the approaching figures as I am and is preparing to fire. In these situations, the first one to see something takes his best shot; the others wake up soon enough and join in.
My mind is racing. Before I take four lives (perhaps more; perhaps lose mine – what if these four soldiers are the point of a 200-man company following a few footsteps behind?) I’d like to be sure. What makes me so cautious is that these four are visible. I’m reminded of the lines from “Fort Apache”:
Lt. Col. Owen Thursday: (Henry Fonda): I suggest the Apache has deteriorated since then, judging by a few of the specimens I’ve seen on my way out here.
Capt. Kirby Yorke (John Wayne): Well, if you saw them, sir, they weren’t Apaches.
I’m early in my second tour in the Nam, having just come back from a month’s leave a couple of weeks ago. In my first year as a grunt, I fleetingly saw enemy Vietcong soldiers maybe three or four times, and that was when we were operating in the jungle many miles from any compound. The way of the VC is to remain virtually invisible through stealth and the use of warrens of tunnels and hiding places. As a grunt I’ve been in firefights lasting for hours on bright, sunny afternoons in which five or more Marines in my platoon were killed, and never seen the enemy.
My heart is pounding in my ears. My breath is short, my mouth is dry and I am trying to steady my hands. What to do? There are many shades of friend and foe about, even at night.
It was less than two months ago that I was on the receiving end of a “friendly” ambush. On a night patrol, six of us split up into two groups of three. I went with two P.F.s to set up an outpost half a mile from the compound, while Smitty, a quiet, red-haired corporal from Alabama, stayed at another location several hundred yards closer. We planned to rejoin about 4 a.m. to return to the compound. Unknown to us, Smitty’s group “broke noise discipline” (made an unintended noise, like coughing or sneezing, possibly alerting the enemy), and this necessitated their silent relocation.
At about 4 a.m., the two P.F.s and I began our return through the dark to Smitty’s group. The night stillness was broken by the crack/bang of a M-16 on full automatic (“crack” like a whip above your head as the bullet passes you at supersonic speed, “bang” as you immediately thereafter hear the retort from the firearm; identification of the weapon aimed at you begins with your first firefight and lasts your whole life). The three of us went diving into the sand and rolling down an embankment.
Not caring if every VC in Quang Ngai Province heard me, I shouted, “Cease fire,” at the top of my lungs. I don’t know who was more shaken by the miscue: Smitty, who at first thought he had hit one of us (he didn’t), or myself, being shot at by a fellow Marine with an M-16 (a description of an M-16 round hitting a body had become required reading for us: “The football-shaped rounds begin a tumbling, tearing action upon first contact – they can enter an arm and come out the chest”).
George Peter Angus with three soldiers from the South Vietnamese Popular Force
(continued in next post)